January 2011
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kcuev: I really want a black leather-bound diary or journal. I miss the old days where I’d write and play and write and play (oh, silly Meg and Dia reference). I miss the genuine feeling that I’d get from writing. To me, it seemed like raw emotion. I want that back. I’m going to get that back.  This exactly how I feel, except in my custom-decorated spiral notebook that caught on to everything...
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December 2010
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Dec 31st
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for anyone who loves acappella music, have fun... →
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Goal for 2011: Actually finish everything on my...
Dec 30th
For some reason, I've never been to Michaels while...
I can’t wait till those displays are finally set up. :)
Dec 30th
When Charbel and I were eating in Berkeley, we saw...
If you know the two of us, you can only imagine our reactions. Stalkerish flipping out.
Dec 29th
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Sometimes, I think I get things I honestly don't...
keenambition: But what can I do? Even if I say no, I still get it. *sigh So the best thing and the only thing I can do is be thankful.
Dec 29th
WHAT THE CHOI.
I got back at 1AM. If my dad is mad at me in the morning, it was worth it. I’m happy how we can still get together and have it be just like the end of June when we were truly living it up. I love how our parties seriously consist of word games. I can’t believe I missed bananagrams. :/ I miss dirty jokes & insults with them. I miss the strange color personalities that were forced...
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When you walk by someone you've known almost your...
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I wish Brooke Davis would throw me a party.
Dec 27th
Dec 26th
Last Christmas ended with a scream-filled storm,
and it feels like this Christmas walked away with it. I’d trade last Christmas screaming for this Christmas’s silence. I miss my cousins, and I should have to say that on Christmas.
Dec 26th
Dear family,
I understand that Christmas starts later each year. I know that two years ago we opened gifts at 5PM, and it’s only gotten later and later… I understand that all sorts of drama broke out after opening gifts, but it shouldn’t be this lonely at 5PM. D: WHERE ARE YOU, COUSINS? Auntie Fe’s internet can’t handle streaming :/
Dec 26th
This has been the lowest gift total I have ever...
Dec 25th
“She was so dreamy on TRL.”
– (via ohheyitsjazo) JAZO REALLY JUST QUOTED HIMSELF. WTF.
Dec 25th
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Dec 24th
Julian is too cutesy of a character to throw into...
THIS IS WHERE EXPECTATIONS ARE BORN. YOU NEED TO STOP THE CUTE.
Dec 22nd
“Well, cause sometimes the hardest things are the most rewarding…...”
– Nathan Scott
Dec 22nd
Things to do before Christmas:
Make Charbel’s gift. Wrap Sisterhood’s gifts. Make Christmas cards. Send Christmas cards. Finish cleaning & organizing room. Wrap nieces’ gifts. Change availability to match Janterm schedule. Take a picture of the tree. Import the CDs I borrowed from the library. Start reading Flowers for Algernon.
Dec 22nd
“I wake up to find it’s another four aspirin morning, and I dive in. I put...”
– “I’m Ready” Jack’s Mannequin
Dec 21st
“All I want is some consistency. Just someone who wont wake up feeling different.”
– 500 Days of Summer (via shortyvillarina)
Dec 21st
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Debating if I want to spend my breaks & lunch...
I wish I knew who I was working with today.
Dec 21st
Great day with Josh. =)
Grabbed dinner at Happy Sashimi. Afterwards, ran into Jeff, who apparently travels using his umbrella. IT WAS RAINING HELLA. We just drove around for a bit, wandered around Lucky, then parked at our talking spot. CRAZIEST CONVERSATION EVER. But at least I got to spend time with my best friend. D’AWWWW.
Dec 20th
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“When it comes design, I’m at a loss. The components are tricky to break up, the...”
– Jeremy Bagnol
Dec 20th
WatchWatch
(via datruthurts:jemimabianca:bobbiebee:kindasuperficial:ayeemars:innocenceisdead:annnaarose:youremybackbone-:konstantinee:phileho:) I can’t even imitate my mom. -____-
Dec 19th
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Listenundefined7: Society-Progress and Undefined ...
Dec 18th
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“Metaphors, wordplay I spit for more than just a dream, my motivation is John 3...”
– Jules Perez (via kimeezy)
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Things I miss in College Pt. 3
JOYCE. AKA people who grow through high school to become the editors of amazing things (because I know this girl is working magic on the yearbook). People who go on tumblr during class because there are computers in the room. People who have that quirky idgaf humor that people either hate or love. People who I can probably find in college, but never as easily as I found them in high school. My...
Dec 18th
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Things I Really Do Miss in College Pt. 2
Rallies. I only went to one rally last year because of all the homecoming drama. I forgot how much talent there is at HMHS. Yeah, I watched the dance videos from the winter rally, and they’re hitting it HARD. I miss sitting in the crowd being damn proud of my friends. My favorite underclassmen. They’re the main reason I’m gonna go back to visit, probably when Jason is...
Dec 17th
I always hate seeing posts I relate to that I...
I can’t reblog them, because I will be confronted, and then I’d have to explain how I feel in words. And whenever I say how I feel instead of write about it, I always forget something important. But you see, there’s the problem. Lectures fall out of my mouth without struggle, but letters stay choked up in my brain wrinkles.
Dec 17th
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I DIDN'T FAIL SEMINAR.
That’s all that matters.
Dec 17th
Music therapy mode.
If this doesn’t get it out, nothing will.
Dec 16th
TWO WEEK CHALLENGE.
We’ll see how things play out by December 30th. Trial run to see what I really need to do and what I need to give up.
Dec 16th
TELL JOSH YOUR PETPEEVE.
HE INSTANTLY DOES IT. OHMYGOSHIMMASMACKYOUWITHASTICK. PS. Love you. PPS. Yes, this is another blog about you.
Dec 16th
Dec 16th
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Understanding.: Dear Tumblr, →
honeymarmalade: I’m sorry but I have a confession to make. I’ve been holding it in for too long now and I can’t keep it a secret anymore. Whenever I write a blog out on here, I end up either deleting it or just sending it to Xanga. I’m sorry, I don’t mean to cheat on you, but you’re just so interested in making…
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