9th January 2012

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I didn’t really believe in deal breakers until yesterday.

I always thought, what is one thing you can’t stand in regards to a thousand things you love.

And this is where the story begins.

There’s this guy that I’ve liked on and off for a very long time. He’s sweet, generous, funny, and considerate. Lets just go with your typical prince charming & more (because it would take too long for me to list all the things that I’ve come to like about him).

Regardless of all those things, I felt my attraction towards him drop into friend zone because of the way he sees his life now vs. the way I see mine.

I can’t imagine myself having children or getting married in the next five years. Honestly, I don’t even know if I want to have my own children or if I want to adopt. All I know right now is that having a child now means giving up everything I know I’m called to do, and giving up my calling.

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