25th January 2012

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I spent a year and a half liking you.

I’ve liked you

on and off and on and off

for far too long and

far too quickly

only to fall so far

from what I need into a pool

of what I want.

And for a year and a half

of liking you

on and off and on and off,

I was frustrated.

Frustrated that it had to be you.

Now

on and off and on and off 

I fumble with myself

faking what I feel for you

when all I want to do is

forget about the text

that informed me that

you, unfortunately,

are not meant to be.

Tagged: collegecrushdon't mind mejust playing with repetition and alliterationcause i haven't written anything in nearly 6 months